Did you dream about your wedding day as a little girl?

I didn't. And I'm not trying to pretend to be a hardcore bad ass by saying that, but it's true. I might have dreamed about marrying Jon Knight from NKOTB (umm, yeah, I didn't know at the time just how unobtainable he was), but that's about as far as it went. Even at 29 years-old, I have no idea what flowers I like best or what the heck the difference is between a princess-cut diamond and a...umm..what other kinds are there? See, I don't even know! Friends have explained it to me before, but it always goes in one ear and out the other. Guys, is this normal?

You'd think that working at a wedding magazine for the last three months would have helped me develop more opinions on the subject, but it hasn't really. However, today I did see some of the most beautiful bridal gowns here at the office, and I couldn't help but to stop and stare. For a really long time. I suppose the thing I do have the biggest opinion about is the dress (and the bridesmaid's dress--I've been in eight weddings already!). The one that caught my eye was a square-neck style with cap sleeves and lace detailing on the top--classic, yet modern. And I have TOO many opinions about bridesmaid dresses--that will have to be an entire post on its own one day!

Don't get me wrong, when the time comes, I know I will be allll about it. But until then, I'll stay chilled out about the big day--I think my boyfriend will appreciate that, haha.

What about you: Did you dream about your wedding day as a little girl? If so, and you're already married, was it everything you thought it would be?? I'm not a scrooge at all on the topic of weddings--I actually really like discussing it, so share away!